Not now or ever
I lost my self confidence in the quicksand
'Cause the world waits around
But I keep slipping and losing ground
I lack the strength to sit or stand
I can't keep changing just because you think I should
I can't keep changing just because you think I should
Never mind 'cause I've, I've done enough
Do I not try so hard, so good
Not now or ever
'Cause the world waits around
Sink slowly my treasure
I've, I've taken what's left, I took it all
Kills the pain, healing that sore
One taken four more
Can it not wait and hope for the best
And you don't understand still
Will it not stop a while to rest
And it pulls me far down below
But I keep slipping and losing ground
Do I not try so hard, so good
And now you won't let me forget, forget, forget
In the quicksand
Eyes are deep and they're cynical
Said, all I need to
Wish you saw, picture my mind's
In the quicksand
Sink slowly my treasure
Stop, you're talking down
I need to get and I need to get up
Not now or ever
It might be best if you go
Sink slowly my treasure
But I keep slipping and losing ground
In the quicksand
Now that the world waits around
Not now, not now, not now, not now
Do I not try so hard, so good