I'm Not the Man I Used to Be

I should save the ones I have
But it's plain to see

I can't explain
Wonder why I'm drinking
Wonder what I'm thinking
I'm not the man I used to be
If life were easy and didn't ask
There's one thing that helps me to forget
Wonder what I'm thinking
I can't explain
Wonder what I'm thinking
Wonder why I'm drinking
But it's plain to see

Memories fading fast

I could start to understand
What's the use? Most of them are bad
But it's plain to see

Oh, there's a feeling I can't accept
Do you know my name?

It's a shame, don't know my name
But I'm not the man I used to be
What makes me the man I am
Oh, it's plain and it's a shame
Wonder why I'm drinking
Didn't tease me or take things back
Oh, it's plain and it's a shame
I'm not the man I used to be

I'm not the man I used to be

I'm not the man I used to be

I'm not the man I used to be
Do you, do you need me?
I've lost dreams that won't come back