Inside Out

I would swallow my pride, I would choke on the rhines
I think sick like ginger ale
Find nothin' but faith in nothin'
Want to put my tender, heart in a blender
Want to put my tender, heart in a blender

Find nothin' but faith in nothin'

My stomach turns and I exhale
Swallow my doubt turn it inside out
I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out

I would swallow my pride, I would choke on the rhines

You need, you don't know you need me
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my pride, I would choke on the rhines
Rendezvous then I'm through with you
I alone am the one you don't know
Or am I origami, fold up and just pretend
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside
I'm not as ugly, sad as you
Find nothin' but faith in nothin'
Want to put my tender, heart in a blender
I see our time has gotten stale

Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
Make me blind when your eyes close
Make me blind when your eyes close
Want to put my tender, heart in a blender
Swallow my doubt turn it inside out
Rendezvous then I'm through, yes I'm through with you
Rendezvous then I'm through with you
And I'm through with you
The tick tock of the clock is painful
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
You need take heed, feed your ego
Sink when you get close, tie me to the bedpost
But it's not my state of mind
So cal is where my mind states

I alone am the one you don't know
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
I burn, burn like a wicker cabinet, chalk white and oh so frail
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside
I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out
Demented as the motives in your head
In all sane and logical, I want to tear it off the wall
Tie me to the bed post
I hear words and clips and phrases
Rendezvous
Find nothin' but faith in nothin'
Rendezvous then I'm through with you