Inside Out

Find nothin' but faith in nothin'
Want to put my tender, heart in a blender
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
Rendezvous

Want to put my tender, heart in a blender
In all sane and logical, I want to tear it off the wall
Demented as the motives in your head
Rendezvous then I'm through with you
I alone am the one you don't know
I hear words and clips and phrases
But it's not my state of mind
I think sick like ginger ale
I'm not as ugly, sad as you
Find nothin' but faith in nothin'
My stomach turns and I exhale
I see our time has gotten stale
Find nothin' but faith in nothin'
I would swallow my pride, I would choke on the rhines
You need, you don't know you need me

Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
Swallow my doubt turn it inside out
Find nothin' but faith in nothin'
I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out

Watch it spin around to a beautiful oblivion
Rendezvous then I'm through with you
I would swallow my pride, I would choke on the rhines
Make me blind when your eyes close
I burn, burn like a wicker cabinet, chalk white and oh so frail
Tie me to the bed post
Rendezvous then I'm through with you
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside
Want to put my tender, heart in a blender
Rendezvous then I'm through, yes I'm through with you

So cal is where my mind states
Or am I origami, fold up and just pretend
Make me blind when your eyes close
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside
You need take heed, feed your ego
Want to put my tender, heart in a blender
I would swallow my pride, I would choke on the rhines

I alone am the one you don't know
Sink when you get close, tie me to the bedpost
And I'm through with you
Swallow my doubt turn it inside out
The tick tock of the clock is painful
I would swallow my doubt turn it inside out
But the lack thereof would leave me empty inside