Overburdened

I must stand and wait in line
When will be my time

If it all amounts to nothing

Repeat it in my mind
If only I was born another time

Hell is still overburdened
Led to nothing
If only I was born another time

If it all amounts to nothing
Hell is still overburdened
Led to nothing
Decades spent in strife

I was fighting for a reason
I must stand and wait in line
Hell is still overburdened
I must stand and wait in line
Holy blessed homicide
Hell is still overburdened
Fate is so unkind, now I should have known

How have I been so determined malign?

Hell is still overburdened
Pleasures taken in this life
Led to nothing
I may never know for certain
I must stand and wait in line
Hell is still overburdened
Hell is still overburdened
Seems I have committed treason
Led to nothing

How have I been so determined malign?
Hell is still overburdened
Hell is still overburdened
Why then am I standing in this line?
I must stand and wait in line
In the play that was my life
Repeated in my mind

Countless chapters left unopened
All I've sacrificed
Blind leading the blind, reaping what I've sown
How was I considered evil?
Tragedies inside
How have I been so determined malign?
Hell is still overburdened
I must stand and wait in line

It's the closing of the curtain
Then why, why then am I standing in this line?
How have I been so determined malign?
Hell is still overburdened
Someone granted me reprieval