So I served time for my addiction
I lived a lie, is anyone gonna realize?
Change in sights, I ain't gonna sleep tonight
Paranoid on the prison yard pavement
For the first time
Now I know I'll never be with you
Don't make a sound
This is no way for a man to live his life
Would anyone realize?
Beat myself to the sound of the walking dead
If I, if I, if I die inside
For the last time
Something, a different beat
Would I, would I serve the time?
If I, if I, if I die inside
If I, if I, if I die, yeah
Brothers bond broken by the bailiff
In my head, head
Someone speak, I'm a drum set in my head
I pay the price for my affliction
Would I, would I serve the time?
If I, if I, if I die inside
Would anyone realize?
Prison proves, gotta pay my dues
A judge took my life with his conviction
Lights out, lock down
Someone's beat on the drum set in my head
If I, if I deny the crime
Stop, stop, stop
If I, if I, if I die inside
Lights out, lock down
If I, if I, if I deny the crime
Would anyone realize? No
For the first time
I live a lie
Rinse and repeat
Would anyone realize?
No, God help me
