The waste of this pathetic tale
Never failing me again
Can I find a way out besides this?
I want to be where you are
Never failing me again, never fail
Wish you all could feel like this
My eyes turn the color jade
I can never see what is so good about life
Now I know I failed
My hands fell down
Fuck you, I will never let you take me
I return to my room
I am staying here to betray all of you
Just what it is I think I am doing
I look at everyone around me
Twelve is for the reason of regret
I miss you
I'm going to save me
I am so sick of this place
Walls white with black shades
I look at everyone around me
I'm going to save me
I need it, I want to be where you are
The feelings are not for your heart
I just want to end it all
Maybe I should just end all this right here
Can I find a way out besides this?
Will strife ever cease? Someday
I need it, I want to be where you are
My eyes turn the color jade
Anyone and anything makes me sick
Fuck this mind that is made to hate
I am staying here to betray all of you
I want to be where you are
I circle in tears wishing, hoping, dreaming
That is not quite good enough for me
Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
The feelings are not for your heart
Knowing that you all have succeeded
Complete the task of humility
Restrained from who they want me to be
Fuck you and your thoughts of me
That's what they want me to be
I'm going to save me
Face black, another shadow of innocence tainted
Fuck you, how can I not be me?
Wrong track again and again it stings
Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
It bleeds slowly, can't you see it ooze?
Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
You were not there to pick up
Gave back all the lights and glitter
Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
Walls white with black shades
Fuck you and your thoughts on me
I want to be where you are
I want to be where you are
The reasons are not for your ears
The reasons are not for your ears
Anyone and anything makes me sick
I can never change just who I am
It bleeds slowly, can't you see it ooze?
I return to my room
I am so sick of this place
Maybe you could cope
My eyes turn the color jade
My eyes turn the color jade
I'm going to save me
Nine is for the pain that I'm caused
Cut a little, it bleeds slowly
Would you like that? Would you like that?
I will never be that good little one
I want to be where you are
I circle in tears wishing, hoping, dreaming
I just want to end it all