And not seein' that lovin' you
It's hard to deal with the pain
What hurts the most
Never knowing
And not seein' that lovin' you
See our old friends and I'm alone
But I know if I could do it over
I can take a few tears now and then
What hurts the most
But that's not what gets me
Was being so close
And not seein' that lovin' you
I would trade, give away all the words
And just let them out
And watching you walk away
But that's not what gets me
I'm not afraid to cry
Every now and again I pretend I'm okay
Is what I was tryin' to do
Was being so close
With you gone still upsets me
Never knowing
Livin' with this regret
And watching you walk away
Every once in a while even though goin' on
There are days
I'm not afraid to cry
Is what I was tryin' to do
And watching you walk away
Every once in a while even though goin' on
Still harder
With you gone still upsets me
And not seein' that lovin' you
There are days
What could have been
And having so much to say
Every now and again
What could have been
Was being so close
I pretend I'm okay
Never knowing
What could have been
What hurts the most
And having so much to say
But I'm doin' it
That I left unspoken
Is what I was tryin' to do
What hurts the most
That I saved in my heart
Gettin' up, gettin' dressed
And watching you walk away
And having so much to say
Of losing you everywhere I go
Was being so close
It's hard to force that smile when I
What could have been
And having so much to say
Never knowing
