And you've been good to me, just lately
Where my grandmother drank by herself
Not this fucking wreck, that's taken it's place
So please forgive what I have done
If you decide to leave, soon I will follow”
I was embarrassed by it's honesty
I wrote this for a baby who has yet to be born
No you can't stay mad at the setting sun
So I gave myself a few more days
And I wrote a letter to my family, said it's not your fault
I've been feeling like I don't belong
I will be pure, no, no, I know I will be pure
'Cause we all get tired I mean eventually
Like the ground is not mine to walk upon
And I sat watching a flower as it was withering
To breathe this air, to discover loss
My salvation it came, quite suddenly
And there's nothing left to do but sleep
When Justin spoke very plainly
And I've heard that music echo through the house
'Cause it's cold out here and it'll be quite a shock
He said, "Of course it's your decision but just so you know
So I'd prefer to be remembered as a smiling face
So when your new eyes meet mine
My brother's first child, I hope that womb's not too warm
So I'd like to make some changes before you arrive
They won't see no lies, just love, just love
But spring came bearing sunlight, those persuasive rays