A Perfect Sonnet

All would be clear then
Saying everything you have ever seen was just a mirror
So I stand in the sun, and I breathe with my lungs

And left there to drown

And you've spent your whole life sweating in an endless fever
It's the only way it can be
And layed entwined together on a bed of clover

And thrown into a fire with their songs and letters

That you don't want to sing
Trying to spare me the weight of the truth
But as for me I'm coming to my final failure

I read all of the pages and there is still no answer
But you know that she is gone 'cause she left you a song
'Cause that's all that you'll get so you'll have to accept

I've killed myself with changes trying to make things better
Thrown into the ocean in the worst of weather
Or one foolish line
You can't remember where she said she was going to
And laying in a bathtub full of freezing water
Alright
But I believe that lovers should be tied together and
Wishing you were a ghost
You are here and then you're gone

But as for me I'm coming to the final chapter

And danced with her in kitchens through the greenest summer
Now I believe that lovers should be draped in flowers

But autumn came, she disappeared
Singing I believe that lovers should be chained together
Ended up becoming something other than what I had planned to be

And try to write it down into a perfect sonnet
Only all that was before I know must soon come after
And left there to burn
Left there to drown in their innocence
Something that would make it so that nothing matters
But once you knew a girl and you named her lover
And watch it all dissolve into a single second
But I guess I'll have to settle for a few brief moments
Left there to burn in their arrogance

And left there to sleep