Learning to Fall

I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
(Don't try this at home, you said you don't see)
But I can't change your mind
I don't want to know that you know, it should've been me
And I can't stop dreaming, watching you and him
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
When it should have been, it should have been me
I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
I'm learning to fall, I can hardly breathe
Today is the day, the worst day of my life

Don't try this at home, pretend you don't see
Oh, I'm uninvited, so unrequited, now
I'm learning to fall, I can hardly breathe

He doesn't get you like I do and you don't know why
I don't want to know that you know, it should've been me
(I'm learning to fall, I can hardly breathe)

Could you be with him or was it just a lie?
(Don't try this at home, you said you don't see)

When I'm going down don't worry 'bout me
You change your clothes and your hair
I keep it hidden, close to the surface in sight
Don't try this at home, pretend you don't see
(I'm learning to fall, I can't hardly breathe)
Words screaming in my head, why did you leave?
I'm learning to fall, I can hardly breathe
Don't try this at home, pretend you don't see
When I'm going down don't worry 'bout me
The cost of misery is at an all time high

I don't want to know that you know, it should have been me
When I'm going down don't worry 'bout me