But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
And led you to believe I was okay to just walk away from the
You called yesterday to basically say
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
But never the less crazy won't fall, it's over, it's endin' here
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
One thing that's unyielding and sacred to me
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
It'll break ya down, only if you let it
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
So what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside
And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry
Lord, I just will not maintain, yeah, often feel the pressures ya' all
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
Don't ever wanna feel no pain, hopin' for the sun but it looks like rain
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
Kickin' me 'round, stressin' me out
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"?
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
Turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
I been feelin' like you breakin' me down
And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
Do you hold in vain as they just slip away?
Tryin' to break me down but I won't let it, forget it
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
Everday crazy situation's rockin' my mind
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
I think I better go and get out and let me relieve some stress
Do you lash out and say how dare you leave this way?
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
