So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
Don't ever wanna feel no pain, hopin' for the sun but it looks like rain
That you care for me but that you're just not in love
And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
And led you to believe I was okay to just walk away from the
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
One thing that's unyielding and sacred to me
Turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
Lord, I just will not maintain, yeah, often feel the pressures ya' all
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside
And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside
Kickin' me 'round, stressin' me out
Of the pain that rejection is putting you through
Everday crazy situation's rockin' my mind
Do you cling to your pride and sing "I will survive"?
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
Suddenly just stops loving you and it seems they haven't got a clue
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
And turn down all the lights and then I breakdown and cry
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside
Tryin' to break me down but I won't let it, forget it
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
So what do you do when somebody you're so devoted to
Immediately I pretended to be feeling similarly
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
Do you hold in vain as they just slip away?
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
It'll break ya down, only if you let it
Underneath the guise of smile gradually I'm dying inside
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
I been feelin' like you breakin' me down
I think I better go and get out and let me relieve some stress
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
Friends ask me how I feel and I lie convincingly
But never the less crazy won't fall, it's over, it's endin' here
You called yesterday to basically say
'Cause I don't want to reveal the fact that I'm suffering
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
Do you lash out and say how dare you leave this way?
Well I guess I'm trying to be nonchalant about it
So I wear my disguise 'til I go home at night
And I'm going to extremes to prove I'm fine without you
Break break down, steady breakin' me on down
But in reality I'm slowly losing my mind
