I'm talking points, I'm up on high
And my lawyers got the will
I made myself delusional
Did you see me disappear?
The pair split into two
But you're only foolin' yourself
I'm glad it worked out for you
I never found the trust I needed from you
I took the bullets from the cardboard
Inside the piano bench
Our trip to California
I locked the title to the house
And then the silence of your name
Put down the cell phone and try to be with me
Sad attempt at poetry
Everything you did was making me wonder
I couldn't forgive the things that you did
I never found the trust I needed from you
I'm okay, I've been okay, I stay okay
I am comfortable out here by myself
Sad attempt at happiness
I couldn't forgive the things that you did
If you think you won't do it again and again
Tossed them in my backpack
All the triggers pulled at once
The sadness of reality
My biggest mistake was taking you back
Placed a set of keys inside the grill
My biggest mistake was taking you back
So begins my ugly fall from grace again
Everything you did was making me wonder
Like vapor rolling through the hills
Words distorted in the wind
I tried my best to radiate
But you're only foolin' yourself
Landed softly there beneath the trees
Watch me walk the ledge
A noble stab at staying upbeat
I'm glad it worked out for you
But it was only for a while
Again and again
Don't say I didn't try to warn ya
You could never reach me here
Was changing for the worse
Through hurricanes and double eights
Again and again