I'm Not There

I wish I was beside her but I'm not there, I'm gone
She�s adorned by the beauty but she don't like the spot and she won't
Heaven knows that the answer, she's don't calling no one
But she told, �Won�t you hate me?� but [Incomprehensible]

And I'm released on the heights in but I'll dream about the door

I was there
But I don�t perceive her, I'm not there, I'm gone
And she�s on yet she told her like I said, �Carry on�
Now I'll cry tonight like I cried the night before
No, I don't belong to her, I don't belong to anybody
When I'm there she's alright but then she's not when I'm gone
I know it because I was there

Now when I�ll teach that lady I was born to love her
She's the way, her sailing beauty for she's mine for the one
She's my Christ forsaken angel but she don't hear me cry
Well, I don�t need anybody now beside me to tell

Well, it's all about confusion and I cry for her
But she don't holler me but I'm not there, I'm gone
It's alone, she's forsaken by her fate, worse to tell

And she's daily salooning about to make her hard earned buck
I been told like I said when I before carry on the grind
It�s so bad but amusing when she�s hard, too hard to leave

But she knows that the kingdom waits so high above her
She's a lone forsaken beauty and it's don't trust anyone
I believe where she'd stop him if she wants time to care
But now she's home beside me and I'd like her here to stay

It�s a load, it�s a crime the way she haunt me around
I believe that she'd look upon beside him to care

It's a milestone but she's down on her luck

Well, it's too hard to stay here and I don't want to leave
And I run but I race but it's not too fast or slow
And I lost her hesitating by temptation lest it runs
And it�s all affirmation I receive but it�s not
"It don't have approximation", she smiled, "Fare thee well"
Yes, she's gone like the rainbow that shined yesterday
But I don't belong there
She's a lone hearted mystic and she can�t carry on
And I'd go by the Lord and when she's on my way
Yes, I believe that it�s rightful, oh, I believe it in my mind