So changeless I want to change me
And dream of how different I'd be
Seen the anxiety every high school kid feels
I've looked to the East Coast
She isn't mine, she isn't mine
Feel her attract to me but it's so abstract to me
'Cause she isn't mine, she isn't mine
And the west coast keeps dreaming
'Cause she isn't mine, she isn't mine
Every mention of you, yeah, it splits me in two
Growing up on the Kansas plain
Cause it feels so good but I promised I would
Keep it easy and fun but when you're on the run
And with nowhere to stay
But I can't help devise, some added surprise
'Cause she isn't mine, she isn't mine
But now I am just on the run
Still idling in rush hour hell
I promised myself, I was done
I think of her often
And I could walk away
You scavenge to live and what I just wouldn't give
She isn't mine, she isn't mine
I tell myself forget her that it's only for the better
'Cause it can hurt so much that I panic in the pain
To keep her in contact, to feel her react to me
Things are tough all over but for me it's just as well