Home from Elmira, got a little wider
Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?
She would enroll in school or somethin'
On the first day I was feeling some kind of way
I'm gonna keep it real still a scheme man conniver
Tired of this faggot ass nigga moan
All I wanna know is how you pound me down
I remembered when you rushed me
Stayed on the ground once and a while
Remembering robbed my moms wit no guilt
I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried
The time you said you should of flushed me
You don't know how crazy it is outside
Yo this shit is real and you really jerked me around
First day of school never had nuttin' too style
If anything a nigga frame me and make me get
I've been through fire and birth stone
Notorious tell ya friends spread the word
So many levels jail take you
In school I smacked cats in a hurry
Acknowledge me as I run down my life story
You don't know how crazy it is outside
Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?
Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?
Picking pockets wit Seth and Jay from 106th Street
Cats ya heard, ran from San Fran to Manhattan to Newburg
I forgive you ma trust me
Check the skit, nobody never gave me shit
Mister Colondre stressin' I ain't comin' in a while
But any way I am getting paid wit puff now
Even though she did nuttin' for me
You don't know how crazy it is outside
I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried
3 to 6 my first bid, no doubt up in Spofford
'Til a point she paid no mind to the supper
Ran with all kind her mind stayed wit the stupor
You don't know how crazy it is outside
And she wasn't trying to do nuttin'
I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried
You don't know how crazy it is outside
Especially for a single mother raising me with no father
Stay mad but stay fronting with smiles
Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?
I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried
Always quiet than ben dichon to my madre
Hatred in my heart but inside I love you
Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?
Ised to be [unverified] not I cop the gem stone
Now I know then was even harder
I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried
See no matter what I will extend my arms to hug you
On the first floor, I used to thirst for greenery
I speak in codes, man to severence
Eating pork and beans or corn flakes wit no milk
Had to be 12 son had to make a profit
You would think for the sake of the kids
Shit living up in this tenement, eating stale M and M's
Had me when I was nine, mom drunk off of wine
Recognize the struggle I've it like a thug do
Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?
I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried
Knowing I am just like you, I am like the double
It was a bummer, rocking the shit I rocked all summer
Yo fuck home, I'm tired of getting punched in my dome
Moms didn't care she was getting drunk wit Mrs. Berry
Talking wild shit to Spanish immigrants
That's when I started roaming, my hustling game is deep
I appreciate jail because it made me appreciate you
I can cop you a house I can send you some stuff now
Never had a dime, my life a crime
Glorious my life story is absurd
You don't know how crazy it is outside
