So many levels jail take you
She would enroll in school or somethin'
You don't know how crazy it is outside
See no matter what I will extend my arms to hug you
Ised to be [unverified] not I cop the gem stone
I remembered when you rushed me
You don't know how crazy it is outside
Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?
On the first day I was feeling some kind of way
I've been through fire and birth stone
Even though she did nuttin' for me
Stay mad but stay fronting with smiles
I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried
3 to 6 my first bid, no doubt up in Spofford
Notorious tell ya friends spread the word
Knowing I am just like you, I am like the double
Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?
I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried
First day of school never had nuttin' too style
Had to be 12 son had to make a profit
You don't know how crazy it is outside
That's when I started roaming, my hustling game is deep
Yo fuck home, I'm tired of getting punched in my dome
It was a bummer, rocking the shit I rocked all summer
Had me when I was nine, mom drunk off of wine
Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?
Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?
Stayed on the ground once and a while
Moms didn't care she was getting drunk wit Mrs. Berry
Tired of this faggot ass nigga moan
Home from Elmira, got a little wider
Especially for a single mother raising me with no father
I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried
All I wanna know is how you pound me down
In school I smacked cats in a hurry
And she wasn't trying to do nuttin'
Shit living up in this tenement, eating stale M and M's
Cats ya heard, ran from San Fran to Manhattan to Newburg
If anything a nigga frame me and make me get
You would think for the sake of the kids
On the first floor, I used to thirst for greenery
You don't know how crazy it is outside
I appreciate jail because it made me appreciate you
Ran with all kind her mind stayed wit the stupor
I can cop you a house I can send you some stuff now
You don't know how crazy it is outside
Remembering robbed my moms wit no guilt
Always quiet than ben dichon to my madre
Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?
Picking pockets wit Seth and Jay from 106th Street
Acknowledge me as I run down my life story
I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried
I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried
Eating pork and beans or corn flakes wit no milk
Mister Colondre stressin' I ain't comin' in a while
Do you forgive me? Do you forgive me?
Check the skit, nobody never gave me shit
Talking wild shit to Spanish immigrants
I forgive you ma trust me
Hatred in my heart but inside I love you
Glorious my life story is absurd
I die inside, oh, I've cried, oh, I've cried
The time you said you should of flushed me
Yo this shit is real and you really jerked me around
Recognize the struggle I've it like a thug do
But any way I am getting paid wit puff now
You don't know how crazy it is outside
Never had a dime, my life a crime
'Til a point she paid no mind to the supper
I speak in codes, man to severence
Now I know then was even harder
I'm gonna keep it real still a scheme man conniver
