It's strange to go through so much
Sleeping in my own bed feels like a sin
Just like my memories of you
It's hard to sink back into my life again
It's hard to sink back into my life again
I'm not the girl that I was before
Sleeping in my own bed feels like a sin
Feel like nothing is mine and it all belongs to you
I'm not the girl that I was before
I'm not the girl that I was before
It's hard to sink back into my life again
Sleeping in my own bed feels like a sin
I wanted to love you like I said I would
I want to tell you what I've done
Feel like I'm lying each time I walk through the door
I can't believe I'm a stranger in my own room
I'm not the girl that I was before
Now I feel trapped in a room that's not mine
Feel like I'm lying each time I walk through the door
And I feel so completely changed
But now it seems I'm going in a different direction
Walls are empty, floors are messy like I left them
Feel like I'm lying each time I walk through the door
Looking at all the things you left behind
Your clothes are all scattered through my room
It's hard to sink back into my life again
Sleeping in my own bed feels like a sin
Feel like I'm lying each time I walk through the door
I know you don't believe me but I tried to be good
But the tears in your eyes are beginning to run
I'm not the girl that I was before
I'm not the girl that I was before
But everything around me is exactly the same
And come home to all the same old stuff
