Even Now

I wonder why it's still so hard without you

Even now when I come shining through
When there's someone home who's waiting just for me

And I can't believe it still could hurt so bad
Even now I think about you as I'm climbing up the stairs
Even now I wake up crying in the middle of the night

I wonder why it's still so hard without you
Even now when I have come so far, I wonder where you are
I swear I think of you and how I wish you knew, even now
Even now when I never hear your name
Even now I still remember and the feeling's still the same

I swear I think of you and God, I wish you knew
Even now when I have come so far, I wonder where you are
Even now when there's someone else who cares
Even now when I come shining through
And I found a better life than what we had
And I wonder what to do so she won't see
And this pain inside of me goes on and on, even now
That even now when I know it wasn't right
And the world is changed so much since you been gone