Out of what we have I always fall into depression
My insides are pleading from all of the screaming
You went from zero to none in these past three months
And you're never at home
I'm tired of spiting
I ain't gonna be that girl
That ends up staying, sitting around just regretting
This can't be what it is
I can't carry on, livin' life like this
I don't wanna live my life like this
And I just don't know why I stay
On your level of affection
This can't be what it is
That we both grown apart ain't no use of us pretending
And if you are there's always tension
That cries herself to sleep
This can't be what it is
And you said you didn't mean it
'Cause day after day I continue to say
I'm tired of fighting
This can't be what it is
I can't carry on, livin' life like this
And there's glass on the floor
This can't be what it is
'Cause
I'm tired of wearing my heart on my sleeve
I ain't gonna be that girl
'Cause
When I try to make sense
I don't wanna live my life like this
I don't wanna live my life like this
I can't carry on, livin' life like this
We never talk on the phone
I don't wanna live my life like this
This can't be what it is
I can't carry on, livin' life like this
Putting up with your rejection
Now there's holes in my walls
I don't wanna live my life like this
I can't carry on, livin' life like this
My life is a storm full of raining and lighting
Because I know in my heart
I can't carry on, livin' life like this
I look in your eyes all I see is a demon
Sometimes I just feel like I'm no longer breathing
