Now what could I possibly have to say?
You are capable of things I could not do
I see now were simply reparations
But I can still hear my questions
What was wrong
How you pretended to touch me
But for some reason
I know I should be mature
I remember wondering
But you are capable of things I could not do
What was wrong
Keep my feet on the floor
Now vicariously I have her in me
And all the things that you've given to me
Words like water used to flow
They were gifts of your guilt
I remember how you pretended
I know this shouldn't be important
You always said that I was hiding
Compared to you and I
They were my preparation
Lie
She is someone I don't even know
I have written so much about you
That I was hiding from you
How could I be so naive
I don't want to hear you cry
And I can still hear you
I just don't want them anymore
I can still hear you
I want to peel off my skin
Let the water wash in
I don't want to hear you explain
So much I thought I knew
I remember how I couldn't bring myself to believe
