And I wake up alone
It's all I can do to assure him
Pour myself over him, moon spilling in
And I wake up alone
He floods me with dread
Pour myself over him, moon spilling in
The dark covers me and I cannot run now
Second I stop the sleep catches up and I'm breathless
Soaked in soul, he swims in my eyes by the bed
When he comes to me, I drip for him tonight
And I wake up alone
Soaked in soul, he swims in my eyes by the bed
Drowned in me, we bathe under blue light
Run around just so I don't have to think about thinking
His face in my dreams seizes my guts
This face in my dreams seizes my guts
I stay up, clean the house, at least I'm not drinking
As this ache in my chest, as my day is done now
My blood running cold, I stand before him
When I catch myself I do a 180
If I was my heart I'd rather be restless
That silent sense of content that everyone gets
Got so sick of crying, so just lately
He floods me with dread
Just disappears soon as the sun sets
And I wake up alone
