That particular month was harder than you'd believe but I still left
Time spent alone with no distraction
At that particular moment it helped me to be patient
At that particular time love encouraged me to wait
At that particular time love encouraged me to leave
At that particular time love had challenged me to stay
You felt you needed to fly solo and high
That particular month I was ready to investigate with you
I stood in the room shaking in my boots
I'm sorry I lost myself, I am
We thought a break would be good
And in the meantime I lost myself, in the meantime I lost myself
At that particular moment I knew staying with you meant deserting me
That particular month we needed time to marinate in what 'Us' meant
I've always wanted for you what you've wanted for yourself
To define what you wanted
At that particular time
Would clear up the doubts that were abounding
And yet I wanted to save us high water or Hell
You knew you needed more time
At that particular moment I knew not run away again
My departures were old
And I kept on ignoring the ambivalence you felt
For four months we sat and vacillated
We thought a small time apart
At that particular time
