I gently whispered in her ear
"Stop crying", I screamed in her face
"You took me for granted this time
This is what I want now
You don't care what you want anymore
I stood over her watching to see
Don't offer me anything
If she was going to live or die
I was tying her wrists behind her back
Through her fragile thin wrists
Trying to prevent me from knotting the ropes
And scratching to my arms while
Up and down in my direction
Until fists were sore and bloody
She was kicking her legs
"Honey, this could've all been different
I remember her screaming
How could you've done this to me?"
If you had wanted it to be"
I said as I punched the ground beside her