Only God Can Judge Me

Got him, lurked him, crept the fuck up on him

That's real
Only God can judge me
'Cause every time I breathe, I think they killin' me
Only God can judge me
Will I, succeed, paranoid from the weed
To get your safe, knowin' you on that paper chase

(You know?)
Man, look here man
That's why they ride the bandwagon still be draggin' sellin' lies
(Only God can judge me now)
Look to my future 'cause my past, is all behind me

All you other motherfuckers get out my business

(Only God can judge me)

(Only God can judge me now)
Only God can judge me
Is it a crime, to fight, for what is mine?
I've been trapped since birth, cautious, 'cause I'm cursed
Nobody else, nobody else
That which does not kill me can only make me stronger
How did it come to this? I wish they didn't miss

Only God can judge me
Been livin' lavish like a player all day
And fantasies of my family, in a hearse
And they wonder why we suicidal runnin' 'round strapped
Perhaps I was blind to the facts, stabbed in the back
(Only God can judge me now)
A million motherfuckers stressin' just like me
And hocus pocus try to focus but I can't see
(Only God can judge me now)
'Cause the streets got our babies, we gotta eat
Try to remember, but it hurts
We up out
(Only God can judge me, only God)
That right?

Mista, Police, please try to see that it's
(Only God can judge me, only God)
Only God man
My new shit is so fetti already sold a key of ounce
'Cause even thugs cry, but do the Lord care?
Only God can judge me

Oh my Lord, tell me what I'm livin' for

Only God can judge me
Flatline
(Only God can judge me)
Is what we scream as we dream in a paranoid state

(Only God can judge me, only God)
Start climbing up the charts, so sick, but they tried to clown
And all my memories, of seein' brothers bleed
He gon' get me first, if I don't get him fool start prayin'
'Cause the media is full of dirty tricks
That's for the homey mental
Them same two brothers dodgin' bullets representin' the Bay
For instance say a playa hatin' mark is out to kill ya
After talkin' behind my back like a bitch would
Grass, glass, big screen and leather couch
Sold a half a million tapes now everybody want him
(Only God can judge me, only God)
That's right baby, yeah baby

That they gotta tell me how to live my life

I hear the doctor standing over me screamin' I can make it
(Only God can judge me now)
Would you be wrong, for buckin' a nigga to the pavement?
And everybody grieves, but still nobody sees
I'd rather die like a man, than live like a coward
I call the nurse 'cause it hurts, to reminisce
Only God can judge me
And in my mind I'ma blind man doin' time

Pac when you was locked down, that's when I'll be around
I'm having nightmares, homicidal fantasies
I wake up stranglin', danglin' my bed sheets
(Only God can judge me, only God)
(Only God can judge me, only God)
But, it's my own kind doin' all the killin' here
Ain't no such thing as self-defense in the court of law
Everybody's droppin' got me knockin' on heaven's door
Pac I feel ya, keep servin' it on the reala
(That's for real)
There's a ghetto up in Heaven and it's ours, Black Power
(Only God can judge me, only God)
That love to hit the late night club, drink then buzz

I can't lie, ain't no love for the other side
My only fear of death is comin' back to this bitch reincarnated
(Only God can judge me now)
Somebody help me, tell me where to go from here
It be them same motherfuckers in your face that'll rush up in your place
Jealousy inside, make 'em wish I died
(Only God can judge me, only God)
Fuck everybody else, yaknowhatI'msayin'?
Don't think I don't see you haters, I know you all in disguise
Only God can judge me
I couldn't trust my own homies just a bunch a dirty rats
(Only God can judge me now)
Now I'm 'bout to floss 'em off, player shit with 4-Tay

Let me live baby, let me live
Guess you figure you know me 'cause I'm a thug
(Only God can judge me, only God)

Everybody's dyin' tell me what's the use of tryin'
Only God can judge me now
That's real
(Only God can judge me, only God)

(Only God can judge me now)
(Only God can judge me, only God)

Only God can judge me
Only God can judge me
(Only God can judge me now)
Dear mama, can you save me? And fuck peace

And our fate, is a lifetime I hate
Bitch, remember Tupac and 4-Tay
(Only God baby)
I'm walkin' through the cemetery talkin' to the dirt
Only God can judge me
And I don't see why everybody feel as though
Only God can judge me
Only God can judge me now
And only God can
Recollect your thoughts don't get caught up in the mix
And they say it's the white man I should fear
Got a body full of bullet holes layin' here naked

Tellin' them niggaz, "You can fade him", punk I wish you would
Still I, can't breathe, somethings evil in my IV
So judge us when we get to where we're goin' wearin' a cross, that's real
No more hesitation each and every black male's trapped

Only God can judge me