i wish there was a clear-cut way to describe what music means to me. that i could suss out the defining meanings and moments that turn music into the backbone of my emotional make-up. i tend to attach songs to people, to time periods, to breakdowns and break-ups, to falling in love, to confusion and catastrophe, to understanding, and to forgetting. as open as i may seem to be, there are volumes worth of words inside me that are kept silent and secret. sometimes that collides with the expectation that so many seem to have of me. the downside to pouring out personal reflections and confessions in a somewhat open forum is that people start to believe that they know everything about you, when truly they do not. i show what i show, and it cannot help to be by design; they only see what i allow to be shown. what i cannot speak, though, i tend to sing. buried within my play-lists are truths that sometimes i have not yet realized, and some days we hold hands and jump into the lyrical refrains of my everything. and, sometimes, without even trying, i let someone know me as well as the music does.with that, a request. does anyone have this song that they would not mind sending to me? i would appreciate it so very much. i believe it is off the lucy.