and now im depressed.
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very few bands have an effect on me emotionally but as i was driving back from athens georgia a couple days ago i put in a CD of assorted songs by the Mountain Goats that my friend and fellow mogger jen gave me. i was driving (extremely slowly due to traffic) through some form of hellish weather when the song no children came on. ive been horribly depressed ever since. i kept listening to the track over and over and then i started really listening to the lyrics of other songs on the CD. just to think that a song could really put you in a horrible state of depression, that is insane. the really messed up part is that i cant stop listening to it so i start to feel even worse. god, i feel really miserable. here are the lyrics, sorry i dont have an MP3 of it on hand.no childrenI hope that our few remaining friendsgive up on trying to save us.I hope we come out with a fail-safe plotto piss off the dumb few that forgave us.I hope the fences we mendedfall down beneath their own weight.And I hope we hang on past the last exit,I hope it's already too late.And I hope the junkyard a few blocks from heresomeday burns down.And I hope the rising black smoke carries me far away,and I never come back to this town again.In my life, I hope I lie,and tell everyone you were a good wife.And I hope you die,I hope we both die.I hope I cut myself shaving tomorrow;I hope it bleeds all day long.Our friends say it's darkest before the sun rises;we're pretty sure they're all wrong.I hope it stays dark forever,I hope the worst isn't over.And I hope you blink before I do, and I hope I never get sober.And I hope when you think of me years down the line,you can't find one good thing to say.And I'd hope that if I found the strength to walk out,you'd stay the hell out of my way.I am drowning.There is no sign of land.You are coming down with me,hand in unlovable hand.And I hope you die,I hope we both die.
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