i took him his shit tonight. i put it in a box and i took it. i left it on the doorstep. and i never want to see it again. none of it.
i left with a weight lifted. i'm so tired of this convoluted messy relationship which i've been reminded isn't really a relationship (it so is) and that i'm not what he ever wanted.
and somehow, despite that, i feel amazing.
all of my whiskeytown, ryan adams, wilco, camper van beethoven and pretty much everything that makes me think of him (except marah, that's mine) records are up for sale. just sayin'.
i'm taking a hiatus for a few days, maybe a week, probably two. i'm straightening out the rest of my life. i love how i make it sound like it'll only take a week. riiiight.
Posted on 05/14/2007
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you may have known it was coming all along, but did you know how it would make you feel now? you're already over it somewhat by making the decision. what's that saying: out of chaos comes clarity....? hang tough, woman. and PLEASE for your own sake, can you keep all that music and hold it tight as your own?
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i'll keep what matters hardcore. the rest of it it peripheral bullshit i've got on more than one format, and its gone. if i'm cutting dead weight, i'm cutting it all.
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hope you are able to deal, I would insert some cliche here, but it would just sound bad
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Good for you then. I'll send some positive thoughts your way.
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The people you spend your life with should make it easier, not harder. If you care in the deepest sense for somebody you want their life to be improved by your presence, and vice versa. Interesting is good, but you can get interesting from friends. What I'm trying to say in this fortune cookie way is that you did a smart if temporarily painful thing.
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Cutting your losses can be very painful yet so very healing. Best of luck on your hiatus BB!
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strong like an amazon, darlin.
get it out. throw it away. burn it. leave it on someone else's doorstep. anything you have to do to let go is worth it.
we'll miss you but we'll wait. we're loyal like newborn puppies.