that was short-lived. three fights with the isp, one computer meltdown and an OS switch later... apparently the widget doesnt work with linux. which wasnt quite high enough on the priority list to keep me from switching to linux anyway. so long widget, we hardly knew ye. i am in a somewhat melancholy, somewhat restless, quite thoughtful mood tonight. my current thinking music goes about like this:switchfoot - dont be thereswitchfoot - this is your lifeyellowcard - view from heavenyellowcard - one year six monthsyellowcard - back home. (item: everyone i know seems to be in california this spring break. there are "interesting" stories there that i dare not tell.)blue october - what if we couldblue october - x amount of wordsthe shins - pink bulletsthe shins - those to comei have really got to get some new (or old) music.and the main question i'm asking today, are you who you want to be? who *do* you want to be?my other question involves whether or not i would regret running off to canada, but i'll save that for a saner day. running away is like what they say about suicide: the nice thing about it is you can always put it off.spring is in my blood. i am not quite sane tonight.