I am a chronic maturbator. But that has nothing at all to do with this post.
I am a chronic forgiver. What does that mean? Well, I can be a cold, black-hearted bastard. Any and every crime and indiscretion a man can commit against a woman, I've done twice...unapologeticly...then promptly gotten rid of the woman that had a problem with it. BUT (or maybe because of it)...when a woman wrongs me...no matter, how bad the offense...I always forgive. And I've forgiven some truly heinous shit. I guess part of it is, I feel like I deserve it most times. I mean, I always end up looking at the situation like, "Well, I did it to her first." or "I did it to someone else, so I had that coming." Consequently, I've had a long string of those "on again, off again" relationships.
My most recent, in this series of train wrecks ended about 3 weeks ago. I won't get into details, but there were hurt feelings and harsh words, and a mutual (yet not willing) split.
Shit happens.
So, we decide we'll remain friends, blah, blah, blah, she does something that pisses me off (cuz I'm too cool to use the word "hurt") and I tell her to fuck off. Then comes the insisting that we remain friends, which is as close as this particular girl can come to an apology. Well...no. I stick by my prior "fuck off". I hereby declare that I have paid for my sins. From here on out, get it right, or eat shit. :)
Yours truly
So, this is a song by new group OneRepublic that I discovered today. The audio version at the beginning of the post appears on Timbaland's Shock Value, and the video version appears on their self-titled debut. I don't know much about them except that I started listening to their album today, and I like it a lot. Not in my usual vein, but it's ringing with me. Very good sound. And the video is cool as shit.
mental note: I really should get Anna to start writing up these things for me. She's much better at it, and not nearly as long-winded.
From wikipedia: "OneRepublic is an American pop-rock band formed in Colorado. Since summer 2006, they have been consistently ranked as one of the top musical acts on MySpace due to high exposure within the online community. The band was started by writer/producer Ryan Tedder and his high school friend Zach Filkins in Colorado Springs. The group has since relocated to Los Angeles. After a brief stint on Columbia Records, they moved to Interscope Records/Mosley Music Group and are currently finishing their self-titled debut album, produced by Greg Wells (Deftones, Mika, Pink). OneRepublic will be released in late 2007. The group's lead singer, Ryan Tedder, is also a writer/producer for various other pop, rock, and R&B acts. In addition to work with his band OneRepublic, he wrote & produced Jennifer Lopez's new single Do It Well, co-produced/wrote Natasha Bedingfield's new single 'Love Like This' (with The Runaways), wrote/produced Leona Lewis' 1st international single Bleeding Love, as well as work with Paul Oakenfold, Baby Bash, Tupac, Blake Lewis and Chris Cornell."
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Oh the apologies and the I'm sorrys. Forgive while you never thought you would, not forgiving when you could, saying sorry when you don't feel it, not saying it when you know you should. And it all depends on your individual emotional baggage. Human tainted nature! :) Sometimes it's too little too late, others it's too much too soon, ya know? I've had a major on and off relationship. All I know is that if it something cracks one, it cannot be mended. I also know that _if it looks like shit and sounds like shit, it probably is shit._
Not that I'm always practicing my hard-earned wisdom.
See, you really shouldn't have me write about relationship stuff, I tend to ramble.
Anyway, that is a very cool song with a great video.
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sigh I love you so.
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TMI! I think it's a given that you're a chronic masturbator, lol. What's really revealing is that you're a chronic forgiver. Relationships are just so intricate & tricky. It's a wonder anyone gets together, let alone stays together when each person is so different, coming from different backgrounds. I've chosen to not play the field for over a good year just cause my last relationship turned sour(which is amazing for me cause I'm usually involved w/someone on some level somewhere).
I don't particularly care for this song but the vid is quite cool. The song is a little too bland for my tastes.
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So, you just took yourself outta the game altogether? That must have been some break-up! How long you planning on being on haitus?
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Yup! I actually met someone recently that there is a mutual interest, so I guess the hiatus is over for now, we'll see though.
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Methinks there's just a bit TOO MUCH information here Troy my friend. Great song, cool vid. The write-up? Well there are things we do not need to know. LOLOL
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i want to download this song. can u tell me how?
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You might try searching for it on multiply.com. I'm sure I've seen it there before.
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Wow, do I know you?
You know, sometimes, a girl jut can't get a guy out of her head, even if they have all this bad ass baggage shit to deal with. Other tmes, the guy is worth the shit. It's so hard to explain. People, if they know each other long enough, just accumulate the stuff, you know?
I bet she IS sorry, but doesn't know how to say it in a way that you'll even believe at this point. Have you appologized for all you've done? Hmmm...
How good is it when it's good? Food for thought.
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How good is it when it's good? lol...pretty damned good!
Actually, it's funny. We spoke for the first time in a while over the weekend. It's different now though. She pulled something a couple weeks ago, basically trying to stop another girl from talking to me. So, now I speak to her and flirt with her, just to mess with her head. I guess I can be a little vindictive sometimes. :)
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I love this song to bits and im sorry about the nonsense you had to get through