I have been gone a long time. Time flies when your trying to step on fires! Well, after reading my last post(boy was i being an optimist!) Things havent got any better as a matter of fact its pretty much hit the fan!

I have have lost several friends this year all under the age of 25. I really cant stress enough to everyone that drugs are not worth the chance you take with your life. I lost 2 sweet girls who were like my daughters. Funny whenever i asked them to be careful and to lay off the bad things I always got the answer, I know what im doing or I have a high tolerence. That is such BS! something that hasnt hurt you before CAN INDEED hurt you now! Burial arrangemnets for a 21 year old is not cool.

The economy is farther in the shitter than i ever expected. I can still hope that new leadership will get us out of our hole. I wont hold my breath tho.

I wont even go into my personal life!! lol

I just want to leave this on a high note. Please everyone take care of each other. Do what you can to help someone less fourtunate than you even if you feel pretty unfortunate youself .