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There's a method to my madness, at least i hope so. Read on. True story
My father keeps his memories with music. He can associate different childhood memories with all the old school ska and reggae songs he heard growing up. These will be detailed memories of the clothes he wears, the pain of leather belt or just the the pure joy he can look back on now because thats when his whole family could be placed under one building. Conscious, not dead or scattered across the world like salt.
Music makes my mother dramatic, she takes on the persona of each romance ballad she hears. She used to belt out Sinead 'o' Connor or some Celine dion song. Sometimes it was in public and all the time i was embarrassed. The shame I felt on each and every occasion made me fail to realize that it wasn't an act for her though. It was the only moments in her life when she wasn't play acting her happiness or success, rather she was admitting her failure in the one thing she wanted to be great at: relationships. I would name a number of how many guys there were for you but for my mother's sake and my own selfish reason i wont. This is too personal as it is.
There's only one song for me though, not that i dislike music in the least it just there have been few songs that carry a memory or a deep gut wrenching feeling so bad it makes me catch my breath or sigh deeply. I had heard the song but only vaguely remember it because it was like every other song in it's genre soon to be popularized by the majority male population of the America who thought with their lower heads which would then get popular with the girls who were firm agreement with the lower head and after that, total world domination. Well almost but I digress. The music video made and impact on me because i watched it and had one of those moments, the one where you know some thing's gonna happen and I knew this song was gonna be involved because i felt it all the way from my bone marrow.
The song was on repeat for the house party of five. I lost cunt of how many times it played remember it made me feel braver. The synthesized beats, the hypnotic base, the lazy rural American drawl. I did things the song alluded to and I lost all the self consciousness that surrounds the human persona. I was myself then and i didn't care who saw or what they saw for that matter.
When the song played the next day I closed my eyes and the words "Big mistake " seemed to flit across my eyelids. The next time it played I smiled a goofy grin of accomplishment. Now when I listen to the song both happens simultaneously . I have a musical memory now , a painful blessed song memory. Can you guess the song? better yet do you have one
Why can’t some people stay out of the media? Names like OJ Simpson and Rodney King come to mind. Even though MC Hammer’s latest stunt isn’t as ridiculous as the last media entries for those two, I’m still not into it.
It seems that your man Hammer is starting a tech company. When the headline reads, “MC Hammer’s next act: Tech entrepreneur,” chances are nobody is taking him seriously.
Really Hammer? A tech company. What does he know about technology? Well, it turns out he’s riding the YouTube thing and co-created a Web site for sharing and watching music videos. It’s not that the idea is horrible, but HOW is this different from YouTube. The name DanceJam isn’t grabbing me either.
However, I bit. I went to the site and immediately dived off when something invited me to “get my groove on.” The diamonds floating around on the side of the page also made me sick. Maybe this is for you, but it sho nuff isn’t for me. I’m sticking with 2008.
However, Can’t Touch This is classic.
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DanceJam is what he's calling it!? Sounds like he's still stuck in the 90s with that one. "Hammer, don't hurt 'em" is all I gots to say!
Lol! I'm logging onto DanceJam... yeah, i know...but i just HAVE to see for myself!!
Mr. Robin Thicke, popped back into our lives after a bit of a hiatus earlier this year with his number one hit single, "Lost Without You". We've all heard it, and then some. I'll admit, even I am guilty of playing it on repeat for several hours at a time. Some obnoxious individual was listening to it on their iPod (read: PERSONAL mp3 player meant to be listened to at volume ONLY you can hear) earlier and I couldn't help but 'overhear' it. So here I am at 3:36 in the morning with the words repeating themselves in my head and I can't help but wonder, what it is with men these days and thinking that because they're able to maintain a 'normal' relationship, they deserve a medal?
Relationships go as far back as Adam and Eve and even then, women were the smart ones. Historians have definitely thwarted the basic culture over the centuries because when it comes down to it, we wear the fucking pants! We make things happen and more importantly, we make sure things run smoothly once they start happening. Don't get me wrong, there are some men that do this as well, just like there are women who can't make things happen for shit and were simply put here to breed, if even that. I have repeatedly rejected feminism in favor of 'humanism', so this is definitely not a part of the 'feminist manifesto' but someone needs to send a message to this man!
"I'm lost without you, can't help myself. How does it feel, to know that I love you, baby?"
He's kidding right? Rhetorical obviously, because he has to be. We all know society has become pretty radical, I watch TV, I've seen the crazy shit – men (more than women) have practically made infidelity the "it" hobby of the twenty-first century. But has it gotten to the point where I should be surprised that he's monogamous?! So to answer your question, Mr. Thicke, I feel fine. I feel like I do every other day, asshole, NORMAL – I'd be wasting my time in our relationship if you didn't love me!
As for being lost without me, which man isn't lost without a woman – whether it be his wife, mistress or mother. Am I really supposed to be surprised by this? At most it shows you're man enough to admit how much of a sad individual you really are, want a cookie? Ridiculous, absolutely ridiculous I tell you: he's lost – someone send out the S.O.S!
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Ahhh you've described exactly how I felt when I first heard this. Here he is singing this seemingly sweet song (that definitely gets stuck in my head), but it's not about the woman he loves at all. It's about how friggin' wonderful and amazing he thinks he is!!!! On top of that his voice is annoying to me, bordering on creepy, definitely sleazy. Women rule the roost. So glad you wrote about this!!
Thanks. It was bothering me for quite some time and I just had to get it out of my system. Glad to know I'm not the only one.
You make a good point, Sexual Chocolate :) However, if truth be told, I absolutely love this song and I definitely prefer it to the other nonsense that's out at the moment. By that I mean the "I wanna f#censored# you" or all this other music that makes women seem like cheap things that are just meant to be played with by men who have huge sexual appetitites. So anyway, go on Robin Thicke. As long you dont start singing about "hoes" and stuff like that, i prefer you any day.
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wow i wish i could guess but i've no clue!