'How to Save a Life' always makes me cry, but have to hear it
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When I first heard this song I couldn't believe all it had within it that relaterd to me. Perhaps it is my own perception, but this song breaks my heart yet I can't stop listening. July 7th 2006 I 'Lost A friend that night' who was a son to me as well as friend. I keep thinking about if I had stayed up with him all night he would still be here. But the next day I found in in bed gone from me. How to save a life? I realize it wasn't meant for me to, but that IF is so great. He came home to me to spend his final days. And I think somehow he knew this would be it. For the day before I found him he poured out his heart and told me all he felt towards me and my family. Our last words were 'I Love you' and then I went off to bed. Two days later I heard his computer running, and found an email he had started to me. He must have felt bad, laid down and waited for the angels to carry him home. There was no cause found for his death. I was told he shouldn't even be dead by the patholigist. So I am left with no peace about how he went. Yes it was his time, but I need an answer as to how it happened. I still hear him laugh, call my name. I see his smile. And know forever he lives within me. So to The Fray, thank you for this song, tho it makes me cry everyday, I think the tears will help in healing. And to you Ronnie, my precious son, yes, you will always be my baby. I will honor your memory in every way I can. Semper Fi
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