Let me get a chicken sandwich with Mannwich

Listening to: Insane Clown Posse - Chicken Huntin'

My thoughts: rocks. I'm down with tha clown so step up. Cut a mothafuckin chicken up! Right? This song takes on southern redneck bigotry and this is commendable. ICP may be the most hated and shat on music group ever but like most shit you have to open your mind and think for yourself. Their reputation turns people off to their shit before even listening to them, like sushi (not necessarily raw fish [that would be sushimi]). People are afraid of them and this makes their music all the more worth listening to for me. Its all good in the hood. Whatever's clever.

The yang of the ying: Even though ICP is forever beefin' with Eminem, I still listen to Em. I think all music outta Detroit is straight. This means Kid Rock, Natas, the Psycopathic Records family and D12.

To look forward to: Concerts this summer. This summer is going to be fucking amazing. You need to definitely enjoy this summer and take advantage of all that's going on.

Motley Crue is touring a second time a row in a year for Crue Fest 2. The first one was pretty sick. During the Motley Crue set, Tommy Lee ran around with a camera called the "Titty Cam" and he asked the audience to show their titties to the cam which was displayed on the big screen. Crue Fest 2 is something to look forward to.

Ozzfest is coming back this year as well. Look forward to fucking that!

Warped Tour '09, baby! I have never been to one even though every year I want to go. I'm definitely afraid. I don't know whether its all the punk music, the middle school kids or a combination of middle school punk rock kids but I definitely have inhibitions about Warped Tour even though I know it will kick ass.

Digressing and analyzing punk rock music: I think punk rock is truly dead, technically, if you want my opinion. The punk music of yesteryear wasn't sold. It wasn't a product. It was true and pure. No longer is that the case. It came to America and now it is advertised to adolescent middle schoolers who are the majority of music consumers with their emotions and middle school drama. Dashboard Confessional; Blink 182; My Chemical Romance; not Green Day, for heaven's sake, they are Alternative, not punk; Finch (even though their music is cool); Thursday; Taking Back Sunday (even though they are real cool); Brand New (even though their music is the most unique).

Dillinger Escape Plan? I will not include them in the list of sell outs. Their music has a true message. They are, to me, punk; hardcore to the fullest. They are the GODS of the music. Their glory reigns true today and they defy rule, even though punk may be dead and Dillinger Escape Plan is punk. Punk in a reincarnation is exhibited through them. That rules. They collaborated with Mike Patton for one album. They are like godly and ungodly. I can't come up with any word or illiteration to sum up the essence of them. I will leave it at that and go on. BTW, I saw them at Take Action Tour like 5 years ago and they and the rest of the tour ruled like fuck. I was afraid to mosh. I'm not worthy.

What can I say? I do give in to the punk rock product of today and I do listen to it. This is only because I am only a consumer of music via eardrum, and not wallet. I will listen to whatever I want without shame and without any preconcieved notion that other people may have placed on a certain band. I'll listen to ICP and I'll listen to Eminem. I'll listen to 2gether (that one mock boy band that was created by MTV for comedy and was taken slightly seriously) and enjoy it. I may listen to Savage Garden. I might listen to gay shit. I don't care. Fuck what you think about me but you'll never catch me listening to music that is worthless.

Worthless music: Music that is considered worthless and is a waste of time to listen to is any music that is created for the pursuit of the profit of money (or fame; but to only want fame and not money is not common; both kind of go hand-in-hand; I think the desire for fame is like a gateway drug for the pursuit of money). Music, to me should be created for maybe the artist's expression of moods or feelings or maybe as a medium for story-telling. That is music that has worth without monetary value. Music is beyond money. The cheaper it is moneywise, the more it is worth listening to in my eyes. Music is music, and its purpose for creation is what makes it music.

"When your stars are baked and your rivers fly, do you ever believe that you were stuck in the sky?"

An analogy: When a woman is raped by her brother, and the child comes out with one of their arms growing out of their loin, and their nose is where there ear should be and their ear where there nose should be, this is a bastard product of an ungodly act that is cursed to be looked down on by society. This is just like when producers who are in the pursuit of monetary wealth are looking to take advantage of the concept of music and entertainment to rape good music that people naturally enjoy and resultingly purchase. Good music will be raped. Metal will be raped. It will be skewed and disfigured to appeal to the masses of people. It will be softened, made easier on the ears so a wider range of people, a wider age range will buy it. Its emotion will be controlled so both genders will buy it. It will be fucked with in whatever way so that more groups and categories of society will be appealed to so that their money, given to them by the circulation of the money known as the economy in this large circulation of society and culture of America, and also the whole world for that matter but mostly bastardized America, where we are a circulation of whoring acts. We are all a giant orgy in society. That's what society is, a whore. A giant orgy of whoring acts that just rapes and mangles whatever it can. Does it matter at the very end, the end of the road that no one can see? I highly fucking doubt it. As long as their is truth, there will be righteousness. No matter what, I know what I'll be doing, enjoying my fucking System of a Down, my ICP, my Limp Bizkit (sellouts but I dont care, 3 doller bill was straight hardcore shit), my Billy Talent and my HED (P.E.). Oh and my Flogging Molly.

Let me close before I just type and analyze and skrutinize every single concept there is and relate everything to everything else. I gotta get off this. It could be dangerous. Bye.