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After the Crash

Posted over 2 years ago
I am beyond stunned.Because I was up until 5 AM last night, I only just tapped into the in-box to see what was up at MOG. And what I learned was like a punch in the gut, followed by slap to the face. I initially thought that the news was a cruel joke, and soon realized that it was horribly, terribly true. My pal and colleague Chris “Crash” Pryor - pop-culture savant; prolific, expressive and eloquent writer; advocate for an astonishing range of superb music; and MOGger supreme – had died.At this point, I have no idea about the circumstances of his passing. All of that seems irrelevant. How a life so vital, an intellect so vibrant and incisive, and a man so decent and dedicated could be taken from us so early in the game is beyond my suddenly enfeebled powers of comprehension. I'm grateful for the brief time we were given to hang out and brainstorm when I met up with him in Los Angeles this summer; I'm heartsick at never having another chance to quaff "oat sodas" and trade witticisms; and I'm furious that our mad schemes have been derailed before they even left the station.My sympathies go out to his family, his friends, and all who loved him. Knowing him better and for longer, they're surely feeling the loss more than I am - but, if that's so, their pain must be unfathomably deep.Although you will be missed, C.P., and we are so much poorer in your absence, you will not be forgotten. Going on the assumption that a soul so powerful is still wheeling around on the astral plane, check in on us now and then, my brother-in-words. And keep rockin' it.

Comments (55)

  1. PopeyePete says A very nice tribute in words Mike. I'm still shocked at this news. I just can't understand how a dude like Crash could be gone. It doesnt make sense.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  2. gympumpkin says You worded that much better than I ever could. I wish I had the chance to meet him in real life. It's just so unbelievable.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  3. ROCKNROLLPIMP says THIS CAT WAS TRULY SOMETHING ELSE he touched many souls here
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  4. Cody B says Beautiful Mike...A fitting tribute.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  5. mutterimieli says ::::BigSquooshyHugz::: Beautiful words for a brilliant mind! Well said Mike!
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  6. Lester Jonze says Well said, Mike. We're all shocked.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  7. Dzendvokh says I did not know him, have come into this thing too late in the game. But I am touched by your words. As well as the many others who have expressed themselves. He must have been quite an individual.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  8. Mike the Knife says It's difficult to feel anything other than sadness at this juncture. But I'm comforted by your responses. I guess it's our lot to share the sorrow and affection and keep muddling through. And yes, Dzendvokh, he was quite an individual...
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  9. FastRMacR says Thanks for this post - very touching words.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  10. mktackabery says thanks for the post Mike.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  11. Mike the Knife says Right now, it's a way to grieve. If only we didn't have to...
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  12. mickimicki says Thanks Mike... it's hard to look at Chris' picture now... he had SO much left to do, to write, to live. A slap in the face, a punch in the gut, and an ice cold fist around my heart. Like you say, if only we didn't have to grieve. If only, if only!
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  13. goodmusiconly says Michael, beautiful words and sentiments for a very special man. The void is palpable. Our hearts and love go out to you, Micki...
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  14. Mike the Knife says More than any of us, micki, you must be feeling the weight of this. And, as silly as it might sound, many of us are just a click away if you need us. As I said earlier in the thread, it's up to us to share our sorrow and affection for Chris and move forward to the best of our abilities. And maybe it would behoove us to push for more peace, love and constructivity in our shambles of a world. I'm sure he'd like that.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  15. mickimicki says Hey Mike, thank you so much, you're bringing a little smile to my tear-streaked face. I'll do that. Berlin feels like the end of the world right now... This is the worst way to be gotten over my writer's (and mogger's) block.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  16. tybees says Although I didn't know him as much as many of you, I'm shocked and greived by this loss. Thank you for the post Mike, and my heart goes out to both you and micki.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  17. Wanbli says These moments in time, trapped here in this digital space- lend so much to the notion of how empowering and cathartic sharing our words with each other as a community. As the feelings of sadness changed to deep thought and reflection while reading CP's blog and MOG today, I realized what a gift he has left and given us all in his life and the sharing of it in words here. As much as CP may be gone from this plane, his spirit will forever be with us through the amazing power of this medium. Thanks Chris
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  18. Lady Miss Ian says This is the first chance I've had to log onto Mog today, and I'm just bowled over, stunned and a bunch of other adjectives that are way too inadequate to express how I'm feeling. Very eloquent words, Mike. It's bizzare. Crash was such kind, expressive, supportive, verbose, witty, creative, wacky, wonderful human. I know my life was enriched by reading his words. I hope wherever he's at there are no cars, so he can ride his bike freely, and that he's hanging out with all his musical heroes. Peace CP.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  19. TBoom says Thoughtful post. Sums up a lot of communal thoughts. Thanks
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  20. satisfiedmind2 says Beautifully put Mike...such a sad, sad day :-(
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  21. agntdoctorAndrew says So sad. A wonderful post you made here. I'm very sorry for those who were close to him. MOG will miss him greatly.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  22. Hmmm says Very poignant words. I still can't believe this...
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  23. kb says mike, thanks for your words. wow. way sad.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  24. Augusts1 says Sad, sad, sad & not much else can be said after your great eulogy to a great man.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  25. Me and the Horse I Rode In On says Last night when I heard the news I was thinking about the picture of you and him thinking how lucky you were. You got to meet the guy. I remember him posting about your visit on Multiply. He was so happy to meet up with you. Great post Mike.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  26. Me and the Horse I Rode In On says I remember him saying that he showed you Multiply and tried to convince you to get onboard. I guess...................we'll see you there! Any of you remember the comedy thing he was quoting.........somthing like "every week is shart week".??? To him it was.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  27. Mike the Knife says mickimicki: Keep your spirits up, as, I believe, Chris would’ve wanted. tybees: Most appreciative, ty. Wanbli: So true. His essays and reflections can still elevate us down the road. I hope his blog and MOG pages remain accessible to those who would benefit from them. Lady Miss Ian: As I noted above, I had a similar experience. I was late to learn but just as hurt by the news. Re: Your comment – I have a feeling that a certain someone now rules the celestial bike trails. TBoom: You’re welcome, even though I wish I never had to write this post. Trying to cope as best as I can. satisfiedmind2: Thanks, Blair. I would have preferred it if you had revisited us under happier circumstances. I can’t believe that our planned pow-wow with Crash will have to happen in another lifetime. agntdoctorAndrew: Grateful for your condolences. Hmmm: It’s been really tough to process this, but we’ve got no choice. Chris might suggest plowing forward and embracing life as he did, so that’s my plan. kb and August: Still feeling pretty disconsolate, but inspired by the outpouring of love that honors him. Henry: I do feel fortunate to have met the man and hope to live up to the respect he showed me. For the record and in case any of you don’t know, let me tell you that he was extremely fond of his Trusteds.
    Permalink posted 10/22/2007
  28. Joxley says Mike, this was another post that brought tears to my eyes and a lump to my throat, the beauty of words shows just how much Crash meant to everyone here.
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  29. Jonh Ingham says Feeling a lot of shock and sadness at this news. Chris was always a great read, especially when he was "chillaxin" and letting his thoughts flow through his fingers. On one of his latter posts he instructed me to 'drop musical thought-bombs' and since then it's a thought that surfaces whenever I start Mogging. Now I'm going to treat it as a way to remember him. He had wisdom.
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  30. HelenMarie says Many thoughts are with all of you feeling the loss of this talented man. Very touching post and comments by all.
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  31. moovyphreak says This is terrible news. I never really got to know Chris, but I did enjoy his posts. R.I.P.
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  32. contrabandwidth says I loved that Crash couldn't be pinned down. He could write about Bad Brains, and then give a real great take on CSNY's "Deja Vu". I was especially inspired by his Library finds, which eventually led me to donate about 100 of my own CD's to my library. Much like music inspired Crash in his daily life, I find stuff he wrote while "chillaxin" or reflecting on certain albums sticking with me long after I was finished reading his posts.
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  33. Helen Caddes says There aren't words that can express the loss -- but your words are beautiful and very fitting. Crash will be missed dearly.
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  34. ivylander says He knew what was good, and what wasn't. And everything he said he meant. Having one of those qualities is rare enough. Having both is almost a miracle.
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  35. SamTheButcher says Well written, Mike. Envy is a useless emotion, but that's how I feel about you getting to meet him and me missing my chance by days. It's a strange feeling, knowing he's gone...
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  36. glammerhammer says speechless......sobbing.....Chris and I spent his last birthday together.....with his other friend Chris....(anyone know how to contact him?).....I had just called to wish him a happy birthday and had not heard back....now I know why.......WE connected with music....Chris always said to live life to the fullest because you never know when you'll go........Let's have a scotch on the rocks and a parliment for him....He is now with my brother.......looking over us.......mike, can we talk?
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  37. Lizziegreeneyes says *Henry:* I thought the same thing - those pics we all shared when our *Mike Cuttlery* & *Crash* hung out together in LA... As +always+ *Michael* - such hard words to read - if only for the information they extend - but as touchingly & lovingly written by you good friend - makes for an easier time in attempting and kind of real comprehension.
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  38. extraordinarypoems says Oh, my goodness. I misunderstood someone's earlier post and thought Crash had just left MOG. I wrote something silly about how he might have just been overwhelmed by all he had to do. Ironic. His time for the work of this earth is over, but he will have a meaningful place in eternity; I believe that.
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  39. Jshua says I'm still in shock over all of it after having known this brother 17+ years back to the Full Stop days.... We talked just a few days prior and I still remember saying at the end of our conversation: "as always brother, much love and take care of yourself"... and he replied, "back atcha' man, you know how we do...." Never thought it would be the last time I'd speak to him.. R.I.P. Chris Thank you for changing my life and being my friend...
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  40. vannatta says Great tribute Mike, and I'm so sorry for your loss... wish you all the best.
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  41. Anna says I'm angry and outraged and devastated and heart-broken I've been reading people's posts, listening to songs and watching vids but I just can't comment Posting a song for C was all I could do I feel like my words are either too much or too little, so I can't mourn in public luckily, your, as he would say, wordage, could always take care of us as it did now I'm crashed about his friends and his family and his Micki and I'm crashed about the fact that he left this world so early it was too early for him it's NOT FUCKING FAIR
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  42. milkshake says Wow, that was a well written post...
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  43. ZZTodd says good post. very sad news.
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  44. kat3260 says I'm with Anna on this one - I'm still unable to truly translate my feelings into words, and the selfish side of me really wants to know what exactly took him from us, truly irrelevant as you said but still. I can't even begin to relate to the pain that those closest to him are feeling right now. The void on MOG will be noticeable for some time, but luckily we have people like you Mike, who will help carry Crash's torch. HUGS to all.
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  45. slantera says My condolences.......
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  46. superaygun says thank you for a very loving tribute. Crash was the first person i bonded with on this site. i considered him a musical kindred spirit. i cannot imagine the grief his friends and family must be feeling right now. my heart goes out to everyone. i'll miss you, Crash...
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  47. Mike the Knife says Joxley: I haven't felt this helpless or frustrated in memory, but, like most of us here, I have his writings to admire, and, like a lucky few, I had the pleasure of his company. That'll have to do. Jonh Ingham: In her appreciation, jenny mentioned his philosophical nature and his approach to the challenges of the daily grind. One of the tougher things about this is that he's no longer around as the voice of reason. SunshineDaydream: Thank you. moovyphreak Yeah. It's a bitch, all the way around. contrabandwidth: That eclectic nature and open-minded embrace of what he knew to be worthy, regardless of trends, was a hallmark. One of a kind... Helen Caddes: Again, this outpouring of love is cathartic. I do hope he can sense it, wherever his essence has gone. ivylander: D'accord. Remarkable. SamTheButcher: It's a one-day-at-a-time thing. I'm sure he would have gotten a kick out of your encounter. Alas... glammerhammer: We had some quality time with the man, and for that, we should be grateful. Last night, I sat on the roof of my apartment building, thought of Chris and the fragility and ephemeral nature of our stay in this existence, and drank a Fin du Monde ale to celebrate his hopeful, yet pragmatic nature. I'll be in touch... Lizziegreeneyes: Just trying to deal with it in my own way. Those photos are now precious reminders of connections made and, one would hope, maintained. Let us never take those we care about for granted. extraordinarypoems: No harm, no foul. Your sentiments are beyond reproach. Jshua: You are one of the folks around here whose sadness truly resonates. My condolences, man. To reiterate the obvious, he's in all of our hearts and minds. vannatta: Thanks. I'm holding down the fort as best as I can. Anna: Yes. The survivors are left holding the bag. We mourn; then, I trust, we heal. Hang in there, A. We feel alone, but we're not. milkshake and ZZTodd: Wish there was no reason to have written it. kat3260: It's human nature to ask why. I'm curious, too, despite the fact that knowing won't change the situation for the better. Ultimately, we should all pull together. Perhaps, the more people carrying that torch, the lighter the load. slantera and superaygun: Your kind words are welcome. And so on, throughout the MOG-iverse...
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  48. Librarianguish says Mike, thank you. I hope Crash is in a place of peace...
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  49. Mike the Knife says Librarianguish: You and me both...
    Permalink posted 10/23/2007
  50. kat3260 says He's jammin with Bob Marley - I know it :)
    Permalink posted 10/24/2007
  51. wassonii says So Friday is catchup day and I read Hyman's post to come over here. Helluva way to wake up and check the emails. I am weeping, mate, in absolute disbelief and shock. Thanks for sharing the good thoughts and remembrances of a truly class act. Hope you are alright and any further infos would be gratly appreciated. Blessed be, brother Chris. (And all prayers with his moms and family)
    Permalink posted 10/26/2007
  52. LadyC says hi mike, i ticked your post on the mog rating ststem from first read but couldn't type anything substantial and i guess i am not going to now either. this was beautifully written and i wanted to say so properly, thank you. hope you are well.
    Permalink posted 10/27/2007
  53. Mike the Knife says kat3260: I an' I can almost hear it! wassonii: The shock has worn off a bit. The sadness is tempered by the passing of a few days. But the loss is still being felt. No word on the specific cause of death as yet. I fear that it was just an internal system failure somewhere, somehow... LadyC: You're welcome. BTW, I'm doing O.K., considering the sitch. I trust you are, too. It's a time to be movin' on up, as the song goes...
    Permalink posted 10/27/2007
  54. 2Serenity says I did not know this at all. I am actually crying because he was one of the first people who bonded with me here online about Heavy D. This is so sudden and tragic. I cannot believe this. Thank you for sharing. His spirit will live on!! If you check older posts of mine I hope his information is still there. Thank you thank you for sharing with us!
    Permalink posted 10/31/2007
  55. Hermes says Huh, what a sad story. As I haven't been here for quiet some time, this comment comes late. I didn't know Crash neither, just were on his blog today and wondered what happened. I know no one of you from real life, but I know your music. And music was always the thing, that connected me to people, that told me something about them and never lied. So I'm gonna take a closer look at his readings now as many of you, who I highly respect, evidently valued him very high. Rest in peace.
    Permalink posted 03/22/2008

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