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Rock 'n' Roll Personality Disorder: A Twelve Step Plan

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    I am Searching
5. Keep SearchingIf you’ve seen the music doco Falling Light there’s a great line in it from Jeff Buckley’s mother where she says, “I have a picture in my mind that was actually a metaphysical image. That the body of my son was not the speck of dust they pulled out of the Wolf River but the body of his work.”It makes me think back to when Michael Hutchence sang “I Am Searching” with INXS at the 1997 Australian Record Industry Awards. It wasn’t public yet, but he and Paula Yates had been busted in London that same night after their nanny had turned in some drugs she had found beneath their bed to the police. An enormous amount of bad publicity was about to come screaming through the media - possibly incurring loss of custody over Yates’ children. Of course no one knew that at the time, except Michael Hutchence, who sang ‘I Am Searching’ to within an inch of his life. A lot of people in the room felt something strange and intense coming off him, even if they couldn’t put a finger on exactly what the energy was: a feeling of pain and hope, not unlike an elegant prayer unfolding from him physically as he performed. I think it was one of the great singing moments of his career. The next day the Daily Telegraph in Sydney ran a story saying he was yesterday’s news. It’s funny how time plays out. Now Michael Hutchence is eternal news. Damned if I know how INXS could have used the reality TV show Rock Star to replace him. I mean, how can you replace someone who is still ‘there’?

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  1. kb says fresh on the heels of a nine year anniversary, this is a poignant #5, yet sad to read. i recently read that "never tear us apart" is your country's numero uno song lyric. is this true? your last line reminds me of why led zeppelin couldn't really fully go on after bonham's death: "It was impossible to continue, really," says Page today. "Especially in light of what we'd done live, stretching and moving the songs this way and that. At that point in time especially, in the early 80's, there was no way one wanted to even consider taking on another drummer. For someone to 'learn' the things Bonham had done...it just wouldn't have been honest. We had a great respect for each other, and that needed to continue ...in life or death."
    Permalink posted 11/28/2006
  2. Lord Helmet says Hutchence is a non-replaceable commodity. An icon. I was living in Sydney at the time INXS announced that Terrance Trent D'darby would be fronting them for awhile. Never bought into that... Apparently didn't last that long. Then I watched the first 2 episodes of R.S. INXS -- It was hard to watch, so I stopped.
    Permalink posted 11/28/2006
  3. kristiana says You have such a knack for evoking the feeling of a moment - this reminds me of your description of Nina Simone in concert.
    Permalink posted 11/28/2006
  4. Brett Schieber says Michael Hutchence was a god and possibly the best front man that has ever lived. The end of his life is so terribly sad...and it makes me angry too because he seemed to throw it all away with his drug abuse. The brain injury seemed to be the start of his decline, as I had read in their official autobiography....and an injury to the brain can cause a person to have a completely different personality. It's so sad. A few other lyrics of his that get to me are from "The Stairs", and "Taste It" (he lost his sense of taste after the brain injury, so now this song makes sad, but perfect sense).
    Permalink posted 12/08/2006
  5. RobynHanson says There is something so profoundly powerful about that performance, but knowing the circumstances behind the scene almost makes it heartbreaking to watch.
    Permalink posted 08/28/2007

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