OK so it is not the easiest phase of my life! I am trying to figure out what to do and where I want to end up after five years and no one seems capable or willing to help me. Everyone's too busy wth their own problems and the fact that nobody is in the same boat with me isn't helping either. Understandably I have grown very introverted and I find myself listening to my ipod a lot more often than usual, even for a little walk.The tracks that actually keep me sane are the following:Forgiven- Within TemptationBittersweet-Within TemptationPearls Of Light-Within TemptationThe Mourning Tree-Leaves' EyesThat's what the wise lady said-AngtoriaTrul-TherionWondrous World Of Punt-TherionIn Motion #1-The GatheringRide The Wild Wind-QueenIn The Hope Of A Dream- SymphorceLose Control-EvanescenceI am not really a metal fun but there is something about this kind of music; I think it is anger tempered with sadness, regret and desperation.