I've been in the US since month and a half. You know, I've enjoyed myself a lot and everything happens here, are making me better and better. But, there's just two things that makes me feel close to Brazil: my family and some friends of mine specially Rafael R. and Marco.
The plans that I made to realize here are doing as well as I imagined, but, it's a pitty that these guys are not here to see how's going my progrees and how this month changed my mind. I'm so glad that my freedom came in it's season and that I could break the chains that was making me in a kind of self-prison. I'm so thankful that God gave me that opportunity.
The worst part of being is that it's hard to keep distant from people that you love. I really miss my family, friends and some relatives, but it makes part of our lives, isnt it? I can manage this homesickness (homesickness is close to saudade in Portuguese but it doesn't has the same meaning).
I'm sorry to annoy you guys with my personal troubles, but I needed to to pour out my heart.
My Trusted MOGs
It's not annoying at all. It's completely understandable that you miss your family and friends. I am sure it's very hard to be away from them all. Hell, I miss my mother and I only moved 4 hours away from her, haha.
I hope you at least get to talk to them on a regular basis. Will they come visit you?
My Trusted MOGs
Oh gosh,
I tryied to answer you three times during the night but mog "ate" my posts, oh how I hate when it happens ¬¬
But, after I wake up, I promise I'm gonna do it (:
;*
My Trusted MOGs
Haha, ok.
By the way, I got on my computer a couple of times and noticed that you had been on windows messenger. My computer has a mind of it's own and it randomly signs me on and off of messenger. I didn't want you to think I was ignoring you, sometimes I'm just not there even when it says I am. :)
My Trusted MOGs
I imagined that you weren't in the computer. Don't worry about that (:
You know, that feelings I've talked about in this post got out of my head. I've been reflecting about that and I just could see a conclusion.
"Welcome to the life Cleber, where people get out of their parents home, stand off their friends and start living by theirselves, have to work and assume their responsibilities"
That thing of being independent of them for the first time was mading me confused just because I haven't tought about that. These feelings are normal (I guess) in everyone's life.
My Trusted MOGs
So, why my life must be different?
That's It
My Trusted MOGs
Eh, don't be hard on yourself. Most of us don't move so far from our families. I'm 32 years old and this is the first time I've been this far from my mother - at a whole 4 hours away - haha. And, I had to think hard about it before I moved that far away. I understand.