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I Don't Want To Be A Bother

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    I Don't Want To Be A Bother
The first time I was born again, everything was one more sinI had Jesus on a notebook then and a fear of his fatherBorn again a second time, conception wasn't so divineYou gotta marry that girl and stay in line and I didn't want to be a botherThe third time I was born again, I left that girl who cheats and thenI found nirvana from within, swaddled up in dirty flannelA family that misunderstood why I had to leave that neighborhoodWell, God's reception wasn't that good and The Devil had a clear channelSo I packed a bag and I left the sticks and joined the class of '96Where MTV's an empty fix with all the other weekly flavorsManson preached a devil's spell but to teenagers that's an easy sellI said you want to be rebellious, you should tell them Jesus is their saviorSo he cast me out, like an exorcist, into the arms of a late night evangelistFor a thousand dollar vow I made the list of all his weekly prayersWell, I guess I would be quite surprised if he were The Devil in disguiseIt would be more clever to hide behind a political agendaSo I turned to the government to make some noise, 'Cause I had one vote and I had one voiceI heard you can't be religious and pro choiceI don't know why I even botherNow I believe in God there is no debate But I believe in separation between church and stateI went back to the church to seal my fate and they brought me to the fatherHe said you can't come in with that point of view Just ask yourself what would Jesus doI would've said Jesus was a rebel tooBut I didn't want to be a botherThe last time I was born again, I found nirvana from withinThe eyes of a girl who took me in, swaddled up in dirty flannelWe went back to my neighborhood and heard you can't get to heaven just being goodI smiled and said that I understoodThere's more at http://myspace.com/brianvanderark and http://brianvanderark.com

Comments (10)

  1. MrFrost says great song. Thanks for adding the lyrics too, I usually read along when i first hear something so I can take it all in. The commentary on the Bio of the myspace page is hilarious too...
    Permalink posted 02/08/2007
  2. supertopsecret says such rich sound here. This song truly brought me on a journey. Perfect ending for the song as well. I shall listen again. Truly great. Namaste
    Permalink posted 02/08/2007
  3. Sturgell says I liked the over all feel of the song. Good progression and energy to boot.
    Permalink posted 02/08/2007
  4. dj ivi says great story and storytelling. and i agree with chuck, the bio commentary is fabulous! nice to see you sporting your mog colours on your myspace!
    Permalink posted 02/08/2007
  5. annnna says Interesting message... religion doesn't have to be government, that's for sure...
    Permalink posted 02/08/2007
  6. Anonymous says Brian, I adore the groove on this song, both at the beginning when it's slow and melancholy and later on when it builds up. The lyrics are also incredibly literate and smart -- they remind me a lot of Dar Williams' lyrics in that witty, wry, erudite way, and I smiled at the references to Nirvana (in dirty flannel) and Manson. Is the rest of the album this good? *goes off to MySpace to listen to more songs*
    Permalink posted 02/08/2007
  7. Librarianguish says Wow! Fantastic song. I'm looking forward to hearing and reading more from you. Peace and Blessings!
    Permalink posted 02/09/2007
  8. lemontwist says I love it.
    Permalink posted 02/09/2007
  9. ROCKNROLLPIMP1 says good stuff man i am digging that vibe and relate to the struggle within and without
    Permalink posted 02/09/2007
  10. Tuff Today, Tuff Tomorrow says this is crazy! keep it coming...
    Permalink posted 02/11/2007

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