Reflections - dedicated to Rawk & family

You sounded so down in your last post.

Look on the brighter side you have a wife and child that are there for you, who look to you for guidance in their lives and for the love you are able to give them, in whatever shape or form this may take.

A long time ago when I joined Mog (if I remember rightly) you were going through the uncertainty of knowing if you would qualify to become a teacher. I personnally could tell by the passion in your words that it was your vocation.

I would expect the children in your class are full of respect and admiration for you, but like most of their generation very rarely show it.

Your dedication will be rewarded, most teachers here dont bother even marking anymore.

I dont often get personal on Mog, but you are so lucky to be with the people you love most and who probably admire you more than you realise.

I'm back with my partner, without too much detail, without wanting to sound too hypocrytical I know this isnt the person I want to spend my life with.

You could say that is cruel, but it is a difficult situation to explain.

I know the person I want to be with, to wake every morning and sleep with every night. Unfortunatly its not my destiny to be with that person.

Its not an obsession, its pure unrequited love.

The pain somedays is unbearable.

The love I feel goes so deep its hard to put down in words.

So feel yourself lucky you can be with those you love and who love you.

Thats my lecture over for today, enjoy your posts so you'd better keep em coming. cheers x

Through the mirror of my mind
Time after time
I see reflections of you and me

Reflections of
The way life used to be
Reflections of
The love you took from me

Oh, I'm all alone now
No love to shield me
Trapped in a world
That's a distorted reality

Hapiness you took from me
And left me alone
With only memories

Through the mirror of my mind
Through these tears that I'm crying
Reflects a hurt I can't control
cause although you're gone
I keep holding on
To the happy times
Oh, when you were mine

As I peer through the window
Of lost time
Looking over my yesterdays
And all the love I gave all in vain
(all the love) all the love
That I've waisted
(all the tears) all the tears
That I've taisted
All in vain

Through the hollow of my tears
I see a dream that's lost
From the hurt
That you have caused

Everywhere I turn
Seems like everything I see
Reflects the love that used to be

In you I put
All my faith and trust
Right before my eyes
My world has turned to dust

After all the nights
I sat alone and wept
Just a handful of promisses
Are all that's left of loving you

Reflections of
The way life used to be
Reflections of
The love you took from me

In you I put
All my faith and trust
Right before my eyes
My world has turned to dust...