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A love libertine's thoughts on "love"

Posted over 3 years ago
I've been browsing through my previous posts & I realized that I might come off bitter, romance wise. I mean, I've burried x-boyfriends 6 feet under in more than one posts, I've asked you to share lyrics that put love in the doghouse, I've demostrated a tendency to post lyrics concerning strictly sex & I've claimed total identification to a song titled "Why Do You Love Me".I feel like sheding some light into this now, to avoid any misunderstanding, but I'm afraid that language might be a barrier. Luckily, I found someone to speak on my behalf."It's bright on the outsideThe bright love the dark side I knowIt's obvious but sometimes you just have to say it so you don't feel so weakWhen you saw me sleepingYou thought I was dreamingOf youno I didn't tell youThat the only dreamIs Valium for meI've seen some yearsBut you're still my CaesarWith everything I feelI feel you've already been hereLove'll dieLovers fadeBut you still remain thereSqueezing in your fingersWhat it means for me to be yeahThe only difference is all I see is now all that I've seen"I'm 25 years old & I've seen "love", "lust", "romance" (I'm surrounding the words with " cause we all have different definitions for them) die, rise from the dead, being boosted and fade, I had 'em & lost 'em, I stepped on them & got lost and way deep into them. I'm not bitter, I've had more than my share of good times. I think I feel like getting in deeper than that. I feel there's more to it. That Caesar. That's all I'm saying. Thank you for your time.P.s. I'm not sad guys, I'm actually quite happy at the moment. I just wanted to point out that I am not bitter. Just really emotionally demanding at the moment.
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Comments (97)

  1. Bawston Sean
    Bawston Sean says You should try whiskey...whiskey makes love a little easier. sorta.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  2. dbboucher
    dbboucher says Anna, for the record, if you didn't tell me otherwise I would not have even guessed English wasn't your first language. Your writing has been more better than some of the people who grew up english. Or, maybe I've just been reading too fast... :-) When I was 25, there was a lot more lust than the others!
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  3. that1guy
    that1guy says You may think that you can't get a point across very well because of the language barrier. But you sure know how to convey an emotion. Reading that last paragraph almost got me choked up, I felt it coming up my throat and had to stop reading. I've been through some shit with girls lying to me, leaving me and shooting me down. As easy as it is to ignore, it still hurts a lot.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  4. Anonymous says Who's Franz Ferdinand? lol
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  5. Logani
    Logani says It’s funny isnt it, how every single feeling you may possibly (or impossibly) feel has been described by a song. Lots of times. In the extreme cases there r instrumentals. Anyway, we r here for you, all these faceless music geeks. A shoulder to cry on. A person to laugh with. Take care.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  6. Anna
    Anna says Bawston Sean you missed my point. I didn't say love is hard. I said I want more than it. dbboucher read fast read fast! Thank you:) Daniel Thank you so much, I'll take emotions over points any day. Once again, it's not that I'm hurt by sth. I'm fine, I've just reaced a point in my life that I want more.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  7. Anna
    Anna says Amy looool Oh my god, my english must be terrible. I AM FINE! I just wanted to clear up the fact that I'm not bitter, just really really demanding.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  8. that1guy
    that1guy says I'm sure I was the cause for more than one of the past problems, which is worse. Probably for the same reason I'm blocked from commenting on more than one person's posts. I'm just too cynical for some people.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  9. Anonymous says "I know I won't be leaving here................with YOU!"
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  10. Neill
    Neill says Love is a drug and it's fucking great when you have it and miserable when you don't. The main thing is not to let it break you. The deeper you go the better (or worse) it gets. It's life! You can't have the pleasure without pain...
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  11. punkbunni
    punkbunni says I don't think it is so bad to want something more or deeper than the bad romantic comedies and fairy tales say it's supposed to be.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  12. Anonymous says "I say don't you know You say you don't know I say... take me out"
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  13. Anna
    Anna says Amy I love you right now :) Daniel NO,I'm fine, I'm not blaming anyone for anything. I never ever had any problems in my posts. I just browsed through them today & I realized that someone might consider me to be bitter. You know I like you, I don't have to point it out.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  14. Dale
    Dale says Awww, I knew you were a wee softy under that Hellenic party-girl exterior.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  15. Anna
    Anna says Neill....I just said I want more than that drug......I don't mind the pain. I just want more. punkbunni thank you, that's exactly my point! Amy...............marry me?
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  16. democlez
    democlez says Very well put Anna. Love is an overwhelming emotion that makes and breaks people every moment of every day. It would be nice to think that there's a special someone out there for everyone, and who knows there might be, but regardless you have to love yourself before anyone else can. That's all I've learned about love in my 24 years. That and it makes for some great music.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  17. Dale
    Dale says Wait, all I have to do to get a marriage proposal is quote FF lyrics?
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  18. Anna
    Anna says Thank you Daniel. I love myself more than I probably should though (and the feeling is mutual....) :P
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  19. Anna
    Anna says Dale, no, it doesn't count if you do it, cause you like them. It's no challenge for you. :P
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  20. Dale
    Dale says Oh fine, pre-existing condition, whatever. No hat for you.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  21. Anna
    Anna says WOW now...step away from the hat and no on gets hurt...
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  22. democlez
    democlez says You have to love when you carefully write a post only to have your comment invalidated by the posts written while you were typing... Gr. Since you enjoyed my link so much yesterday, here's another one for "self love":http://www.encyclopediadramatica.com/index.php/Masturbation#Slang . I hope you're happy, I'm liable to get fired for looking at these things at work... ;)
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  23. Dale
    Dale says OK then. But remember, you asked for it. Someone call the ambulance There's going to be an accident I'm coming up on infra red There is no running that can hide you Cos I can see in the dark I'm coming up on infra red Forget your running I will find you
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  24. Anna
    Anna says Daniel.....I'm shocked (not). Dale...so you don't like Placebo then and this is a challenge for ya?
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  25. Dale
    Dale says Hey, you're the one that hooked me up to Meds. Hold the phone, I'm married. What am I doing?
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  26. Anna
    Anna says Yeah, I thought about that for a moment, but I just got sucked into the craziness lol :)
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  27. Anonymous says yes anna, i will marry you :)
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  28. Dale
    Dale says I'll be in the car. :(
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  29. Puffmagic
    Puffmagic says I sincerely wish for you someone who calls you "my Anna".
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  30. Anna
    Anna says Justin...you...you just mesmerized me instantly. Thank you... And I'm now spoken for. I found my Caesar, yay! (yes Amy, I'm holding you to that)
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  31. dbboucher
    dbboucher says I'll pay to watch the honeymoon!
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  32. Puffmagic
    Puffmagic says Well I wish you two the best of luck with your internet lesbian union.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  33. Anonymous says lol puff
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  34. Logani
    Logani says Pardon my greek. Tora pou to les thymithika to "Akouo tin agapi" ton akseperaston Trypes. Pao na to akouso tora. Einai ligo thlibero oti meta apo 5 xronia apo tin dialysi tous den exei tous plisiasei kanena elliniko sygkrotima. Den exei prospathisei kan. Pick up your air-bass.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  35. Anonymous says uh oh, i may be in trouble......he's speaking her language.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  36. Anna
    Anna says ahahha mou aresei na vlepw ellinika sto mog :) Agapousa perissotero ta ksulina spathia gia na eimai eilikrinis. Alla ennoeitai mou aresan kai oi trypes. Afisan epoxi. A kai se periptwsi pou den to eides, den exw kati, eimai polu kala sugkekrimena, apla ithela na ksekatharisw kati :)
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  37. Dale
    Dale says Great, now you've got someone to take to your imaginary prom from yesterday. Here Amy, here's your tie, it'll be perfect.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  38. Anna
    Anna says Oh no Amy, no worries. You are my one :) We just said sth about some Greek rock groups. Dale DAMN! I love purple!
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  39. Anonymous says Dang Dale! Meanie! Purple isn't my color.....more of a periwinkle.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  40. Dale
    Dale says Well, of course, what other color would Amy wear? We already picked out the prom dress. I'll see what I can do about getting some purple upholstery for the limo. No Prince, tho.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  41. Dale
    Dale says That would work, here's a lovely tuxedo for the big night:
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  42. Anna
    Anna says I have to ask. Who wears the panties in this relationship? Puts his foot down/ says his piece etc? lol
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  43. Dale
    Dale says Brian, natch.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  44. Anonymous says HAHAHHAHAH.....omg i'm laughing so hard i'm crying!!!
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  45. dbboucher
    dbboucher says Is it just me, or is it warm in here?
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  46. Anna
    Anna says I'm just scratching my head cause I didn't understand Dale's comment :(
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  47. Anonymous says I don't know what "natch" is.....but Brian is my husband.....so it was funny.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  48. Dale
    Dale says Natch = of course I don't know Anna, I don't think laughter is the thing you want your beloved to feel. But for a prom, what the heck?
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  49. Anonymous says Besides Anna, we are about the same size...except i'm short...5'2"...so we can share the pants lol
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  50. Anna
    Anna says ahhaha you know, I never thought that this post would come to this. LOL Amy I'm 1,67. How much is 5'2'' ? I need to call my tailor.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  51. Anonymous says 5 foot 2 is the size of a hobbit......but i have much smaller feet
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  52. Dale
    Dale says That would make you about 5 ft 5 in.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  53. Anonymous says she gets to wear the pants then...cause she's taller
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  54. Anonymous says i'll just go pant-less lol
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  55. Anna
    Anna says Hobbit???? from lord of the RINGS????? AHAHHAHH We just need the church now.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  56. Dale
    Dale says Knock it off, you two, these alterations are costing a fortune. LOL
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  57. Anna
    Anna says oh lesbian & naked wedding! yay!
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  58. Anonymous says you wont be naked!....at least you get to wear pants!
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  59. Lester Jonze
    Lester Jonze says I've seen girls shaped like hobbits, you guys are much easier on the eyes than hobbits, I'm sure.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  60. QueenofHell
    QueenofHell says Natch = naturally. I'm not bitter at all. A couple of guys have f**ked me off but on the whole I've had a great time with the guys. It's a mind set.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  61. Anonymous says I've had a great time with a few guys :)
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  62. Anna
    Anna says I can actually recall only one time things were hard. That was also the one time I fell in love. So, no bitterness. Other than that..whoooooo hooooo ;) Btw..when you guys say “I’m in love”, do you also mean “I love you”? Or is that considered to be a different thing?
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  63. Anonymous says and I didn't mean my last comment in a dirty way
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  64. Anna
    Anna says I know Amy :) Neither did I my "whoooo hooo".
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  65. Anonymous says Brian was my first boyfriend.......so.....love is hard. To me, love is comfort. I mean, sometimes I want to hit brian across the head with a bat. But i can forgive him easily, and I love how he just laughs at me when I'm mad. He will just pretend he is a chimpanzee and start imitating picking termites out of my hair.......and I can't be mad anymore. Dammit, i hate it when he does that lol!
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  66. Anna
    Anna says Oh Amy a guy laughing at me when I'm mad at him would pretty much be a someone-call-the-ambulance situation :P How about what I asked? Does saying "I'm in love with you" also mean "I love you" ? Cause in Greek we use different words for those two. And their meanings are somehow different.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  67. Anonymous says well, "I love you" is what we usually say. We could say "I'm in love with you" but that's not nearly as widely used as just plain I love you.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  68. Anna
    Anna says Oh, so they both actually mean the same thing then?!
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  69. QueenofHell
    QueenofHell says I say 'I love you' to lots of people when I'm drunk. It's actually confused a few men that I love as friends but nothing else. It's something else when you're in love with someone and you tell them you love them and it's palpable. It's like nothing else. I've had it twice and it's hard to describe / explain. Colin was very philosophical about love when we got together - he was like 'Is this love? - i don't know' and realised it was. I knew it was. I'm more in tune with my feelings. You know when you're in love. You can think of nothing else. It's debilitating.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  70. Anna
    Anna says Ok, but do "I'm in love" and "I love you" mean the exact same thing? When you are sober, saying to someone etc.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  71. Anonymous says no
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  72. QueenofHell
    QueenofHell says It depends on who you're saying it to and the context. If you're in love with someone it means more. That's why people often say I love you...but I'm not in love with you. To be in love with someone means you are deeply in love with them...it's hard to explain. We have too few words for love in the English language. I think they have more in Greek - agape, filias etc. as far as I can remember. You can love someone without being 'in love'.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  73. Anna
    Anna says Oh my...this is complicated..it seems a lot easier for me to just lust then,at least that's clear to me lol Thank you gals:)
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  74. QueenofHell
    QueenofHell says Lust is something else completely. I could say I love you, for instance Anna, because I think you're great and I respect you, but I would not say I'm in love with you. I'm in love with Colin only. Do you see what I mean? I love my best friend but I'm not in love with him. Does that clarify things?
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  75. Anna
    Anna says Yes, but lust is clear lol What if I say I love you to a bf for instance? Would that be the same as me telling him I'm in love with him? Or vice versa?
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  76. Anonymous says however, "I'm in lust with you" means I wanna take your clothes off and wiggle on you lol
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  77. QueenofHell
    QueenofHell says I'm also in love with the Isle of Mull. That is where I will live / have a holiday home one day. As you know already Anna - it's one of my main aims in life. So beautiful.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  78. QueenofHell
    QueenofHell says I've never said 'I'm in lust with you'. I've said 'I fancy the pants off you' though. It's less scary for the fellas.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  79. Anna
    Anna says loooolll Amy and Helen tought me : I fancy those pants off you
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  80. Anna
    Anna says ahahahhahahhahahahah See?????????? btw I totally dig "I'm in lust with you", it sounds so freaking hawt.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  81. QueenofHell
    QueenofHell says One of my friends was infamous for saying to a guy 'Shut up and kiss me...' We heard her saying it. That worked too.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  82. Anna
    Anna says "I wanna have your abortion" ? lolololol
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  83. QueenofHell
    QueenofHell says Most of the guys I know would run a mile at that.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  84. Anna
    Anna says Yeah, I wouldn't blame them ;)
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  85. QueenofHell
    QueenofHell says At the beginning of a relationship you'd probably say 'I love you' and then fall 'in love' and then fall 'out of love' but still love that person when you split up. I'm very good friends with my ex. He was my first love and we decided we knew each other too well to ever not be friends. He's great. That is what happened with my ex. If you're married you hope to be 'in love' for ever more.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  86. Anna
    Anna says Oh really?? In Greek it's backwards. First "I'm in love with you" and then "I love you".
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  87. QueenofHell
    QueenofHell says Colin's just pissed me off: 'Love on the rocks...Ain't no surprise'. Col's been saying that for years. One must have tolerance and a sense of humour when in love otherwise it's never going to work.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  88. Sethpian
    Sethpian says Anna - just so you know, your language is no longer a barrier. Hell, you write better, more lucid English than half the folks on here (especially me). Have a cosmo in celebration.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  89. QueenofHell
    QueenofHell says I agree Seth: her English is impeccable. But Seth - you're a wordsmith. You are eloquent and poetic.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  90. Sethpian
    Sethpian says Wow, I even managed to fool you Hellen??? (tucks the thesarus under the bed) You ain't no slouch yerself shweety.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  91. ROCKNROLLPIMP1
    ROCKNROLLPIMP1 says
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  92. ch33v3rs
    ch33v3rs says I like you just the way you are... Thank you for being you! forward > KIARAN
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  93. Sue Slug
    Sue Slug says anna, no way wld i wanna come between the lurve affair of you and amy... ...so all i'll say is that had i been a man.. GRRRR...watch out! PS: you write good tot-provoking stuff plus fluff! :-)
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  94. Dale
    Dale says Glad to see that this post got back on track. Yeah, I know, I was the prime cause of it going off the rails, but still. When Melissa and I met, she was just coming out of a nasty relationship. I, however, was recently home from a mission, so I was naive as all get out. Despite the baggage, we were instantly drawn to each other. We had dated for a few weeks when I told her I loved her. She didn't answer, and didn't say she loved me for another week or so. AWKWARD! I persisted, though, and she accepted my marriage proposal after we'd been dating for about three months. I'd be lying if I said everything has been perfect since. I know I've done things to Melissa to make her mad, but we've always found a way to forgive each other. I intend to keep Melissa with me forever, so I'm pretty easy-going about the little things. Sorry, it's 1AM here, and I'm rambling. I don't know if this makes any sense, or adds anything to the discourse.
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  95. Sue Slug
    Sue Slug says daddy-o! i get what u mean, no rltnship is easy, let alone a long term one. For me its the ups and downs and also the "bein understandin" to each other that makes it all worthwhile for the long haul.. anyways! how apt is it that as we're talkin bout lurve and such that a song from The Cure entitled Love Song is playin on launchcast! I so dig the lyrics..beautiful...hope u guys enjoy it too.... The Cure-Love Song Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am young again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am fun again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am free again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am clean again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you
    Permalink posted 09/21/2006
  96. Anna
    Anna says Seth thank you :) I still get lost in translation sometimes, but I do feel more comfy than I used to. Keith aw :) Thanx for that Sue Slug :) Dale, yes, that makes perfect sense. :)
    Permalink posted 09/22/2006
  97. playpal
    playpal says Nice thinkin' ©ourse there's more to it... the thing is that we're braked in to peaces that makes this time-space scenery... the thing that aches, is the solituded within and we can not be understand in our entire picture... thank you for sharin' ¥our ∫elf... the porpouse of the hobbit, is to walk... BIG HEARY FEET like mine jajajaja...!!!
    Permalink posted 09/22/2006

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